It was 359 days until my 50th Birthday

And I finally decided to go all in on living my dreams.

I'd been humming and ahhing for weeks....what project would I make or create for my 49ers era.

Would I make another Moonshot?

Would I invest in the app?

Publish, republish or unpublish old archives and new drafts?

Would I work on capacity building?

Would I teach something?

Learn something?

Make something?

My goodness!!!

There were so many choices, and I just had no idea what to do....

I knew I wanted to live a year of love, but the reality was I didn't know what that would look like for CALYL or how both CALYL and I would work together moving forward.

So I started posting again on substack... writing with ai.

Then writing without ai.

I posted some images with ai.

Then posted images without ai.

I started living my life with capacity building.

But then was so busy documenting capacity building my own capacity building was falling behind lol!

Basically I was trying this and that and anything in between....

and then in the last 24 hours so many beautiful things happened all at once....

and I knew without a doubt what my future looked like.

I knew what CALYL looked like.

It looked like this and a little more that I don't have any photos for.

Basically, it was a beautiful 24 hours with my bae, with our family, with our community, and so many things that I love, that I found myself realising that choosing what I love wasn't hard, all I needed to do...was literally love my life....and then have the courage to share that love with everyone else too.

Today, I Love Fresh Flowers 🩷

The kids brought me these ones & I love them so much!! I also love how this last 24 hours has shown me that doing what I love doesn't need to be complicated.

It can be as simple as a photo of what I love, and sharing the reason why....

and knowing 100% in my heart... that is enough.

And knowing also too....I don't need to make things complicated.

Love is enough.

Thank You for sharing this journey with me.

I'm really glad you're here.

xoxox 🩷🌼🌸